My boyfriend is what every girl wants. He’s sweet, respectful, committed, and funny. God I feel so bad. He’s all these things but with all the stuff I’ve been through I won’t put my guard down. He deserves someone who’s going to give their all, not me. But here’s the worse part, I’m starting to like his best friend. His best friend and I hang out after school for theater and he is so cool. I don’t know if I just admire him or if I’m starting to like him but I keep smiling and it’s bad ugh I’m such a bad girlfriend. I feel bad because I’m not the type to do something like this but I’m really becoming good friends with this guy and maybe it’s just me but I think we have a thing. I don’t know but I’m scared and I hate myself cause I don’t want hurt him.
Ah the old school girl and her crushes. I can only assume your still in school (forgive me if I am wrong) You’re still young. enjoy it. If this boyfriend is your first it’s going to suck in the future cause you will compare every guy with the first one (Not just in the sexual way but in the heart kinda way) You will understand when your older. As a guy I can’t tell you whom to pick or how to make your decision. (if you are in school) I just want you to know If you are his first girl-friend that he (if you break up with him) will do a few things depending on his maturity level. first confusion then blowing it off, then get angry and what to know what he did wrong. Finally he will get depressed till another girl can see the potential in him and take him for herself. I know this may be confusing. I don’t think I can truly explain it in a way that would be easy for you to understand mainly because Your a woman and I’m just some guy on the Internet. Anyways…
Here if you need me.
You’re wrong. It’s not that he doesn’t deserve you.
You don’t deserve him if you don’t snap out of it soon.
Sincerely,
TopHat